muhaha...today is a free fri!!! y free neh?? cos i no nid go back to sch sia...muhaha...but spend my whole morning n afternoon on my macroecons webcast...haha...still havent finish...finish 3 chapters le...tired sia...den 5pm play com til 7+...dardar come find mi...den put one speaker at my hse...say he take for mi de...haha...can plug into my laptop...stay at mi hse til 9pm den he go home le...tml we still going out watch movie together...lolso sian...jus finish watching survival...haha...last time nv really like to watch but now i like...see how ppl betray one another...den see the good n the cunning...lol...so exciting...dunno wad will happen til the end...hahaanyway nth much to update oso...haha...jus a normal friday...haha ^^ pp better take good care of urself ar...exams coming soon..cannot afford to fall sick now...as wad dordor say drink more water!!! ^^
writtern @11:58 PM
as i was saying about blogging abt mi n dh when can...so here i m...sat went to find him after my marketing project meeting...kinda happy to see him...i think he oso...den i ask him something cos apparently wanna noe whether will he 4get something...so i ask him 11 aug and 9 oct what occassion...apparently he noe ba...haha...tt gd enuff for mi also...den spend time pei him lor...den somehow the insecurity feeling i have was gone..^^ kk let talk abt today...today is the day...my marketing presentation...fumble alot...sian...suddenly blank halfway abit...but overall still ok ba...haha..the onli thing i hate most is my shoes...damn sia...so pain...wear til veri xin ku..reach home check my leg...i got 5 freaking blisters!! not 2 but 5!!! aarrgghh...bathe den touch tio water so pain..wan cry liao...tml still need to wear formal n tt shoes again...but dis time i gonna wear normal clothes den go nus change den change tt shoes b4 going for lesson..after presentation den faster change le..or i will really die of pain le..wee...i settle my marketing project and my stats project..tml is my last presentation...den ok le...can really concentrate on catching up my missed lectures..gt time to watch webcast n i DUN need go back on fri le!!! muhaha..so gd...haha...but usually when ur deadlines end = exams coming soon...sob sob...muz jia you le...haha..all jia you wor..^^
writtern @11:42 PM
blog~~~ actually veri lazy to blog now de...jus now 11.30pm got online macroecons meeting about our presentation on wed...i tink now finally den settle ba...ok all my deadlines coming le...mon meeting up for my stats project...tues hand in report for marketing and having the presentation for marketing!! <-- scare scare...havent memorise script...cannot refer to cue cards de..so sad...haha...den tutorial also haven do finish!!! arrgghh...den i still haven finish watching my webcast...xue te...piling up the webcast sia...somemore my finance tutorial need to listen to tt webcast den can do...now cannot do le..zzz...i tink i going pon tt tutorial liao...actually the 3 deadlines arent tt scary as i tot...cos i finish my macro discussion last wed den did my slides on wed itself...til today den discuss for 2hrs den settle liao..not tt bad..den marketing report i oso do my part den give our final editor do the final draft of our report...actually marketing most xiong liao..got alot of meeting so everything will be done throughout the weekend de..stats ar...everything will see tml le...got meeting..hope wun take so long la..pray pray or i will die..havent buy shoes for tues presentation den tutorial haven complete...scare sia...zzzactually wan blog abt mi n dh de thingy but so late le...got time den blog...muhaha gone~~
writtern @1:38 AM
today so damn tired...went for my Marketing project meeting again..ROAR marketing marketing n marketing..all my fridays like Marketing day like tt..all give my marketing project take away...come home already so tired...dun feel like doing any stuff le lorone of my project members also cannot take it..tink we meet so many times den so long...haha...faster tues over la...den our project settle liao...cos of marketing project, stats project and macroecons assignment...not able to catch up on my studies...tink i will chiong after nxt wed...oh ya...today on e way home..gosh i see 2 gers...omg sia...wear same color same type of shirt..same color same kind of shorts...same color same kind of shoes...even their anklet the same!!! their bag oso same color but diff pattern but almost the same...wtf man...is damn er la...i tink the onli difference is their looks and their height nia lor...zzz i tink their hairstyle oso similar...faint sia...ok la...i nv say they cannot wear like tt la...but is like over exaggerating la...they dun look like twins oso la...i tink friends nia...i see abit guai la..if diff color same brand still ok la (cos mi n xin oso got same type of t-shirt but diff color but at least we not everything the same) but practically identical...cannot tahan man... =xhaiz...ytd tok to dh sis...see her "fren" so bad to her...really feel so pity for her...nvm...she still got mi..muhaha...really cherish my friends...pp dordor n xin xin...muack..i tink we will be good good fren de...even though not those "sticky" kind but at least we appreciate each other...^^ hope faster holi come den got time spend with one another...muhaha...pp last time say wan go ur hse ton havent go yet..last time miss out the fun =( to pp: tt woodblock...keep him away...den u r mine liao..den he will regret muhaha..hao ma?? good idea hor...wee den i got dordor n pp...muhahatml going find dar after project meeting...tink at least nid to make an effort to find him...to keep our r/s steady?? haha...jus feel abit not secured these few days... =x
writtern @10:36 PM
these 2 days busy with my STATS project, marketing project and macro tutorial assignment presentationytd discuss the macro tutorial with grp mates...den separate duties..who do which question on powerpoint..i tink i most efficient...ytd do hao my part le..cos i complete today tutorial on weekend so can spend some time on other things n i need to spend on them too...thurs went for stats lecture...n hell!!! i drop my laptop...sad case man...after stats lecture go library study...consolidate the survey results for my stats results for my part and try to do some analysis...den tink thrgh my macro tut assignment got something wrong so post a question on the communityden attend tutorial den go home...go home slack abit...den preparing marketing presentation speech nid to memorise the speech cannot refer to paper/cue cards...stress!! preparing halfway tok to dh sis...seems her so-called fren left her out of a sudden..outcast her den trying to chase her away..wanna make her dun come to school...heard from her say they make 2 classmates dun wan come to school le..so try to talk to her..seems she is quite strong...trying to hang on n bo chup themfrenz really meant to be betrayed?? seriously i tink dis type of fren oso cannot consider as fren at all oso...hope she can jia you and dun xiang bu kaiden talk abit abt dh oso...keke...sometime i tinking do i bring him more happiness or sadness ar?? havent got the ans yet...but i tell myself...if the ans is sadness more..i will learn how to let go...to let him find his true happiness ba...kekeeven though dis hurts ='(
writtern @11:17 PM
lalala...now currently in school waiting for 6pm to reach den i got another meeting at 6pm...join the Dinner and Dance marketing committee in preparations for coming year year1...so sad sia... i got meeting at 1 den end ard 2+ ...den need wait til 6pm...keke...sob sob...cry cry...so sian...but nvm i do quite alot of work in school le...complete my tutorial for tml...study finish half for my finance quiz tml (kinda worry abt dis quiz..scare scare cannot do well) :(so now nothing much to do so blog in case i go home lazy to blog..ytd wan to blog but lazy so nv do so in the end...ytd so depressing in the morning...1st day of the week jiu woke up late for school..walk to mrt stations..see the annoucement say left 2min before train come...den i realise my Ez-link card with my sis...lend her on sat when she go out with her friends...sian liao...den call her bring down...at 1st she ask mi pay cash...but damn ex leh...i tink 2 trips back and forth can cost mi $6 liao lor...mai..so beg her take down...haha...she give in...den i walk back oso to take...den veri no mood at tt time...now super late...sian lor...at tt moment i hate life...really hate life...how i wish to disappear from the earth now lor...almost break down...but nv...so travel to school...den things gone on smoothly den slowly 4get abt morning matter...haha...go school discuss project den attend lecture...lesson end go home..slack and do marketing project...dis 2 weeks veri xiong for mi le..got 3 deadlines to meet nxt week...dunno how to allocate time for each diff deadline...somemore all grp work...dunno how to cut myself into 3 pieces to handle different projects..sian sian sianlol...but anyway i shall try my best...by hook or by crook...jia you jia you ^^
writtern @5:03 PM
i m so tired..it is like onli 11pm...n i feel my eye lids closing?? wad the hell?? omg wad happening sia...i noe i nid to do work...tutorials...reports..slides for presentation...but i still not in a mood to do tt...haiz...everyday i m losing motivation to continue to study...it sux...studying makes mi sick...have been studying n studying since we r 7yrs old?? almost 13 years....2/3 of our life??? omg sia...it sounds so sick man...haizreally wondering sia...wad for we study so much??? really study so much can apply in our working life meh?? dun tink so la..for my finance ar...learn so much theory...tutor oso say in real life market...hard to apply the theory...den wad for learn sia...zzz knowledge knowledge but really gt use it meh?? so far nv really ba...maybe some IT skills??? haha...other things tt i learn havent really useful now...haha...sian la..anyway life still have to go on..sch still have to attend..work still have to do...complain finish n time to continue with my stuff...gone~~
writtern @11:04 PM
My eyes hurt =x really sia...cry too much le T_T Bingo! Sure something to do wif dh de.. =x dun feel like writing the process...too tired for it...crying takes away alot of my strength...anyway dordor i got tink over wad u say de wor... tink you n my sis r right ba...maybe really neglecting his feelings ba... like wad those serial dramas show de...like one person treat another person in his/her manner but nv tink of tt person de feelings ba...maybe my method wrong ba...den end up like tt lortt is worth something i tink over and change ba...is my bad also...haiz...anyway i manage to have a shoulder to lean on...having a friend's shoulder to lean on is gooood...makes mi feel more secure to know someone is there for mi no matter happy or sad..really love u all...but my eyes really feel abit pain right now... =x =xguess i shld start to learn how to take things in a more relax manner... to fan qing song, kan de kai tt ownself wun so heartbroken whenever things happen lesorry to make u guys worry...and thanks alot alot...really feel so blessed...i miss u all...and love u all, pp dordor xin alot...xie xie ni men...also xie xie my sis today oso...haha...tink she stunned for a moment when she come home den i open door for her n cry in front of her...kekekekekekk i got to go do my work now...wasted my whole day today le...time is limited...24 hrs nt enuff for mi!!!!
writtern @11:45 PM
So so so so tired...been slping less than 7hrs recently...tues still got project meeting from 3pm to 8pm...den feel so sick...cos nv eat anything since 9am...feel so terrible...heng at home got maggi mee eat...or i tink i die liao... =xsuddenly so busy wif alot of things...other than tired still can say wad still is tired...recently my sis indulge in Scion of Fate, a new game..always use my laptop play cos desktop cant play dunno y...haha...recently seldom touch games...supposedly is a gd thing?? dunno wor...haha...so sian...anyway got time try www.johnnybdesign.com really not bad...nid use brain cells...so if u too tired dun wan use brain to think den better dun try too soon...hahap.s: xin xin sorry today nv pei u le...after 28march...u when off day tell mi k?? i tink i more relax after 28 march...all projects done...afford to be more energetic for few days b4 my finals coming in april...can go watch mr bean movie...since today nt able to go out wif u n watch movie... kk????
writtern @5:54 PM
Happy Bday Sista!!Ytd went to sista birthday celebration...seems that 4yrs passed so fast...1st yr in jc1 celebrated at her grandma hse...2nd yr jc2 celebrated at condo bbq...3rd yr surprise celebration at melvin hse den dis yr 4th yr at her hse...seems time pass so pass man...s5 known each other for ard going 4 yrs le?? unbelievable...i always tot ard 3 yrs onli...haha..but glad to see all of them...a very cosy feeling...wen xin wen xin...all can talk so happily...something i cannot really feel in university...the bond is not there in uni...think cos every sem we almost change new classmates ba...not like jc spend 2 yrs together...haha...very miss jc lifeanyway met up wif dor n pp 1st..shop for gift..keke shop veri long...den buy flowers for her...one blue, pink, yellow roses...3 roses representing the 3 of us...keke...quite a nice color combination ma..i tink even the lady boss say is funny...keke...but nvm..sista like it jiu hao...at sista grandma hse...i tink mi pp dor use up alot of brain cells...lol..playing word game wif sista cousin...lol...seems like my brain go rusty le...muz figure quite long den know answer haha...anyway i have fun playing too...lol...everything is so nice ytd..really enjoy itheehee dordor i oso miss the times i chong u...haha...remind u wad work to be done..when test... heehee is become a habit a routine...haiz... miss u all... today i feeling so so so tired...haiz...no motivation at all...keep thinking so many stuff to be done..wan to pon dis pon tt... zzz sian sian sian...i going to do some research for my marketing project after dis le...boring!! tink i end here le... jia you jia you go go go!!!
writtern @11:24 PM
ta da~~ new blogskin...all thanks to my laopo help..muack...she so sweet help mi choose new blogskin...she select alot of nice ones...but i especially like dis one...quite plain but i like the butterfly...kinda attract mi dunno y...heehee take quite fast to finish changing it...usually i take quite sometime de...getting more n more pro ar...LOL =x
so sian fri which is jus about 12hrs ago...went to sch do project...discuss til some progress...but everyone was assigned duties to do...n need to be completed by tues...so sian...sick of meeting project deadlines...we considered started early but somehow seems to have alot to do...so stress but yet i so slack dun feel like starting...ard 5plus reach home til now nv do much stuff...i tink i only did some thinking about my statistic project...tot of some survey question..tt my onli progress for today...haiz...bad mi... =( so tired sia
writtern @12:54 AM
happy birthday dardar...dh bday together...haha...he came to find mi today...den i bought bday cake for him...he at 1st say dun wan cos dun wan waste my money but i tink bday no cake not considered as bday so go buy...haha...i go buy cake den buy milk tea den wanna go bus stop wait for him..den raining heavily suddenly (jus now stop raining initally, nv bring umbrella T_T) so went in hougang mall walk walk see how..walk 10min come out no rain again...happy den walk to bus stop wait..wait awhile he reach le...den walk home...den sis cook spaghetti for the 3 of us...den he go play com...den sis cook hao ard 7.10 den eat dinner together n watch hana kimi...8+ cut cake i solo sing bday song...my sis nv sing wif mi...baka...eat cake...actually the cake is my favourite type...haha...mango cakedh say i buy cos i wan eat de... :P quite true ar...LOL =x =x den eat le den he nid leave le...cos he reach home ard 9+ den he wan slp early...so send him to mrt station after finish eating the cake.. love himoh ya today got any one sense got earthquake?? i gt sia..sitting in front of com using com den suddenly i feel i m shaking...i tot i having a headache den nv bother much..den my sis suddenly come ask mi i got feel myself shaking anot...den i say ya...den we 2 stun...den later listen radio den noe got earthquake in other countries..tt y got tt impact on us... =x 1st time experiencing dis... hahaheeeheee, jus now reading pp blog...i tink she oso okok le...cos i lagging... =x sun de shi qing now den read...fainted...den tag on her tagboard... den suddenly tink alot oso...keke...when a couple together n got conflict...den suddenly got a urge to break up cos tinking izzit xin ge bu he...i rmb my fren once ask mi dis question : Do u still love him?? I replied her yes...den she say den dun tink about saying breaking up...jus onli yi shi chong dong de xiang fa...if say le...will regretso i didnt bring out tt topic to him tt time which i almost did so...i rmb cos i totally break down...but my fren let mi see my feelings clearly which really helps... now still as sweet...tink the time we spend together now is getting shorter due to his attachment...so we cherish our time together more...rarely having big quarrels...maybe sometime he will have mood swings...but give him time, he will become normal again hahaSo whenever argue wif ur other half, rmb to ask urself do u still love him alot and still wan to be wif him? if yes, cherish one another...if no, shake hands n wish one another can find another one who knows how to cherish them =x
writtern @11:37 PM
basically mon-fri is a boring week for mi la...cos y?? sch n sch n sch...tutorials n tutorials n tutorials...mid terms n mid terms...boring...jus finish my finance midterm jus now(sat)...tink i might do badly for it sia...so sad...disappointed...den my macro i finished on wed le...tink can pass n do quite ok ba...haha...hope so lor...den now is trying to meet project deadlines lor3 projects on hand: 1) Stats project due on 28march..havent even started...wadda sian 2) Legal individual assignment supposedly due on 22march suddenly change to 8march 3) Marketing project due on 26March, in progresKinda sian leh...haha...seriously dislike studying...lol den Fri $10million Toto draw...buy oso nv tio a single word...so sad...haha...anyway i going to slack more n more lor..sun later going suki sushi eat wif dh...bring one lightbulb wif us...my sis...haha...jkjk...the more the merrier...help mi celebrate his bdae earlier abit..tues 6march his bdae...no time help him celebrate so go celebrate on sun...haha...yum yum...food food...here i come ~~~ =)
writtern @12:10 AM
Haha so long nv blog...actually not long ma...one week plus nia...=xLet zoom back to last sat...last sat went to find dh...can consider go his hse bai nian also ba...haha actually planning to do abit of my school work cos recess week been in holiday mood nv do much work...den mon sch reopen le still got stuff not complete so bring there...plan to study den SCO (spacecowboy- online game) got war! haha...den i go on my char go kill enemies abit den later watch dardar play...i tink the whole thing ard 2-3 hrs like that lor...haha...end up playing nv study/do work...zzzz so sad4+ 5 i pei him go queensway shopping centre buy his working pants...walked down...sian the distance like from my house to kovan mall like tt...seems to mi la...maybe abit shorter..i walk til veri hot n tired...den complain complain...ard 15min den reach there...den go buy his stuff...settle le den prepare go home...Den SEE TIO GHOST...i saw icyflame n his fren...diao...like tt oso can meet tio...he travel from boon lay here..lol...so coincidence sia...hahaden he tok cok abit wif us den go separate ways le...walk home...haha...reach back dh hse...den later ard 6 plus go down eat wif his family n relative...his gugu treating i tink...go down see his granny, gugu , san shu n san shen...abit awkward for mi leh...pai seh pai seh sia...den eat lor...lao yu sheng and eat peng cai...total i tink veri ex sia...$50 for yu sheng n $128 for peng cai... 10 ppl share...haha...ex ex...during the meal, toking to dh sis...she tell mi she learn a new card game den i say i play b4 le..den tok abt mahjong all these..hand itchy sia...she ask mi sun come again to play lor..i say ok haha...mahjong comes 1st hw last =x go back their hse...den i tinking since tml still coming might as well stay over his hse lor...den i stay over...haha..i slp his sis place..his sis slp another bed den he slp his bed...quite late den slp...do abit of hw 1stsun wake up...eat lunch..den go bathe change back clothes...haha...ard 2plus his another relatives come...lol...abit awkward again...den later we decide to play mahjong...play simple simple kind... my dar sponsor mi money...haha.. play wif his sis, mum and aunt...lol...so sad i sit beside his aunt... hard to win leh...discard tiles which i cannot "eat" de...too pro liao...lose $$ but fun..long time no play mahjong le lor...haha...play few hrs...den they leave le...den i eat dinner at his hse den go home le...n stupid sch reopen!!! end of holiday!!
writtern @11:48 PM