♥Moon's Lala Land

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

haha...today 1st exam...SHAG liao...lol...super hard la...i bian do bian sian n scared liao...this econs dying liao...how how? later next sem i retake i sad sia...aiya dun wan tink le haha...over le over..let bygones by bygones..muz concentrate hard on the nxt few papers...next few paper i not tt worry la...i got attend lectures so can study much faster...haha..yea u all got it..my econs lecture i pon tt y so stupid on that...keke...i regret liao...dun scold mi ar...nxt sem i sure attend every single lecture and tutorial le...learnt my lessons le...haha
jus now took cab home with frenz...haha...alamak tt taxi driver dunno his way ard singapore like tt...muz we tell him where turn left where turn right...heng ting jun noe the way...so we manage to reach home safely...haha...not cheap leh...i tink almost $18 to send 4 of us home...haha...tml no paper but nid prepare for thurs de...can make four single side notes...i going to go make and type out small small squeeze alot of stuff in...like today econs ppl...i see alot of ppl..really squeeze alot of stuff in...haha...lol...i go wash plates le...nthing to update on le...so end off here

writtern @9:36 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Happy Birthday Mom. Today my mama bdae...so she took leave in the morning...den she went shopping for grocery with my sister...i woke up at 9+ ba...den i heard my sis going to cook spaghetti for dinner later...haha 1st time leh...den my mama prepare lunch...eat abit more feng fu for lunch since her bdae...eat hao den rest awhile since we all quite bloated...so better dun cut cake immediately after lunch...so abt 2+ den we took out the cake and sing bdae song for her...haha...took some pics but dun wan put up leh...haha...mi look ugly...hair messy so too bad... =p that cake is coffee type...nice but cannot eat too much arbo u get sick of it...haha...later my mama have to go to work at Mr Bean...so i studying but oh shyt i feel like i did nothing much today die liao...exams sure die horribly...omg man...wad happen to mi sia??? maybe too undisciplined le...den ytd de matter affected my mood somehow ba...haha...at 6...mi and my sis set off to the kitchen...do wad?? Cook spaghetti...1st time for both of us...haha..we not so pro cook the sauce ourselves la...bought it at supermarket...so jus dump it with some chicken bits and hotdog...cook the spaghetti...den add it over...oooppsss i tink we all add too much noodle liao...quite a big filling for 2 of us...end up the sauce like not enuff...so we add more sauce...3/4 of the bottle of sauce used up by us...haha...finally we finish cooking...eat abit...yummy...we succeeded haha...it tastes now...but after finishing all...i super full...now still full...lol...but it is nice..a gd experience...now i noe how to cook spaghetti liao...haha...maybe not as nice as those pasta mania kind...but ownself cook sure better de...haha...sense of achievement ar...haha...yea! da gong gao cheng! =)

writtern @8:21 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

HAIZ..today supposed to be a happy day for my family and my relatives de...Today is my uncle's wedding...jus now 6+ should be on the way to his wedding dinner...Haiz...but apparently my family did not go...Y??? Becos of my stupid idiotic irresponsible disgusting father...his own brother's wedding...he nv go for the morning ceremony and also dun wan go for the wedding dinner...wad his reason??? oh fuck becos he has to work and OT...mi, my sis and my mum all prepare hao le...bathe hao make-up hao den he havent come home...call him he off his handphone den ard 7 tt time he sms my sister ask us ownselves go he having OT and his handphone no batt
Oh fuck lah...hp no batt still can sms wor...so obvious he is lying lar...end up mi, my sis and my mum nv go attend his wedding dinner le lor...dunno what the hell he is thinking la...my mama oso tink he strange...one day hor if i become single-family child i oso not surprised...dis kind of father dun have oso wun die de...
Dun ask mi y dun jus we 3 go ar...u noe how embarassed anot?? how to tell other ppl?? my father OT so nv come...other ppl can make a point to go y he cannot?? OT pui as if he CEO of company earn alot liao that...company no have him the company will collapse...oh please la...he jus a odd-job worker la...he dun even tink for us lor...I hate his actions...really hate him...last year dis year new year he didnt even visit my maternal grandma..only we 3 go...we still had to say he sick or working...shyt lor...
4get it le...for now i seriously quite disappointed with him...he come home we 3 all nv tok to him...treat him as invisible

writtern @9:46 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

As i promised my laopo...blogging time...haha...jus ended the phone call with my laopo...haha...we how long nv tok like this liao ar??? so miss it...crap together...tok abt ur frenz,my frenz, ur current life, my current life, my r/s with dh, ur wif ur XiaoYun...haha...i very happy leh...tok to xin...all my worries all throw away le...only got laughter nia...even tok abt r/s matters oso not tt sad leh...

Haha...b4 i 4get...jus now xin say that her impression of mi n dh in arcade is PHOTOHUNT! aaarrggghhhh is not true la...haha...bishy bashy he dun wan play with mi cos i too pro :P abit bhb liao...den daytona play abit mai play...den left photohunt can really play n spend time away fast!!! so muz clarify here...dun laugh at mi liao hor...baka

Let mi tink wad else we tok..oh ya...we tok abt whether our bfs now is the partner we wan to spend our life with ma...haha...her ans is probably no...mine is unclear...unclear abt our future ba...maybe now still will like to...but i cant guarantee that i wun change my mind in the future...so cant really give her an answer...den tell her abt the decreasing frequency of sms-ing btw we 2...these few days seldom call...den told her abt when i go out with him and his frenz for lunch last time, they 3 sure walked together...i sure walked behind them... =x if onli one of his frenz with him, even if i managed to walk beside him, i still walking solo most of the time...haha...xin hear le veri sian...but quite used to it le ba...

RS, dun mind hor...haha...i oso quite okay with it so if nxt time got chance go out together, u 3 still can walk together, i okay with it de...

Speaking of online games, haha laopo n i both now dun have addiction to online games liao...i can do away without online games le!! dordor, pp sure happy...haha...last time always ps them for games...pai seh wor!! =p but now my aim is to spend more time with my frenz! is Frenz! not boyfrenz! muz make up for neglecting u all le...haha...looking forward towards our holidays...and den we all can go crazy!!! haha...really miss u all...muack

k le...stop blogging le...almost 2am liao...heeheee..sms-ing time! haha

writtern @1:50 AM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

i m back blogging again...exams period still blog!!! haiz...dunno leh jus feel like blogging down my feelings my thoughts...jus now sms dh abit complain abt he nv sms much to mi de...he say jus now studying til 6...den i ask him after 6 nv sms mi =( he reply sorry...haiz...hao xiang sorry got use...i told him tt in addition say miss the times in the past...den he zzz mi ask mi dun like tt...so i told him jus treat mi as i ki siao ba...jus tt ytd sms one person so much den got tt gan chu that we 2 nv sms tt much le...ask him treat mi as complaining abit can le...den he reply back tell mi he really love mi...haiz...i noe he love mi..i really do noe...but but tt not only wad i wan...haiz...how to tell him den he understand...gers very vulnerable de...at least i m...i not as strong...i m jus a ger...a ger who nid feel secure...sometime i feel i m the guy he the ger... sometime i feel that other guy frenz can treat mi better than him...

the 1st guy who send mi home is not him...the 1st guy who is really willing to carry all my stuff for mi is also not him...he do carry it for mi...but definitely not everything or everytime

*tears dropping abit* haiz...with him i m happy really happy...but he not those sensitive to gers feeling de...dis is something i have to get used to?? Ans: yes if i wan be with him

however, it is still a wish that such circumstances can improve

writtern @10:52 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

I m back blogging le..haha...exam coming liao...and oh Man what m i doing sia?? Cant stay focus, wasting time!! Going crazy soon liao if i dun revise hard n fast...can anyone teach mi how to stay focus?? aaarrggghhh...jus finish one chapter of econs and i not even 100 percent confident sure of the concepts mentioned in there..haiz...am i going to flunk my university life?? i hope not man...abit stress up so come relax abit..do some blog and chat online...
jus now i have been smsing someone call Pineapple (game nick lai de) from 8+ to 10+ haha...let mi count how many sms I sent

*2minutes later*... Wow he send mi 31sms n I send him 30sms...not bad ar...can sms another guy so much..haha...since how long nv like that sms my dar ar?? I guess very very long liao ba...only memories of we 2 smsing so much is when we haven start dating and during 1st few months when we got together...other time like dun have liao...I only got memories of smsing so much to people like Xin , Yl, Rs, my boss and pineapple...recently is more on pineapple ba...haha...maybe becos of maple tt time quite close ba...haha...

actually how I wish it is my dardar smsing mi...but seems quite impossible for now...lol...as I told pine I m used to it le ba...immune liao...I wish but I noe quite hard so dun wan bother...miss him jus sms him one sms tell him or he sms one tell mi den tt it le...I noe he do miss mi but I tink cos of his character tink hard for him to jus stay focus on his phone ba...hahahaha...he is a gd bf but I tink he is not gd in understanding how a girl feels ba...keke...see no point telling him all these cos I can expect his ans...he will say 'dar, u noe tt is how I m' ...anyway I tink I wun be seeing him this 2 weeks...cos exams period...so isolate him ba...hahaha...i will miss u de...muack
Yea! Ytd manage to chat with xin online...so long nv see her online and in real life le...I know u r busy with ur attachment...see ur working timing so long I so sad also...muz take good care of yourself wor...dun fall sick...I noe xin is strong so muz preserve and get on with ur 7 months more...jia you jia you jia you... =) Moon miss Star...muackz

writtern @11:35 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

i tot i wun be blogging so often le...dunno why auto feel like coming here to blog recently leh...haiz...inside my heart feel so heavy...tink becos project deadlines all due dis week den still uncomplete...very stress den my dardar sick since tues til now still not okay...fever come n go...den he still got ache...his neck pain bla bla...sms him one sms...he reply mi his condition den say dun wan sms le cos will feel headache...den whole day really nv sms him again le...dunno how to concern for him le...so jus now i go ask his fren: rs help mi look after him tml if he going to sch...he sch reopen tml after one week holi....haiz...he hor always during holiday sick de...dis time like very cham like that...haiz...xin tong ar...but i tink i might neglect him these few days cos chionging project...haiz...m i a bad gf? sad...dunno what can i do for him le? go find him..wan take care of him oso do nth de...he slping almost all the time...i only can watch him slp den do my own work nia...like got go no go oso make no difference like tt...haiz...failure failure...shi luo gan veri high...haiz...pray pray for him hope he recover soon...miss him alot alot...

Xin ar...u oso muz jia you n take good care of urself ar...i see u oso so busy for ur attachment...seldom see u online le...miss u too...miss talking to u...miss the times we spend in CO and gatherings...

feel like crying le...haha...dunno y...depression =x no la...just miss alot of things...feel like going back to the past...

Dor ar...jia you for ur exams hor...muz jia you for mi oso...after urs end is mine le...i sure die die liao le... =x cry cry

Pp u oso jia you for ur exams too...after exams we got alot of time to spend together liao...go ton ur hse kk? last time nv go ton before...miss out the fun...dis time i wan be part of the fun k?? haha...almost 12mn...go do abit of my MNO (management and organisation) one pager den go slp liao le...tml meeting yingying and andy for financial accounting project...cannot late...haha

writtern @11:44 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

some stuff to add on: ytd yuna ask him on msn: ni hen ai moon ma? haha...i saw den ask him reply himself...keke...ans shld noe de la....haha...bleahx...jus feeling sweet n happy...haha...dar ar...though u wun see it, but i will say it...pls pls pls look after urself...dun everytime feel sick bo chup ur illness de...will become worse off de...will sad de leh...haiz...tml go find u look after u...

writtern @11:18 PM

ROAR...heart pain but abit wanna whack my dardar...zzzz...tues jus knew he sick got fever...he say becos of monday got drenched...den go in aircon room watch movie den sick...rebut him say i oso got y nv sick..say i got jacket...bo wei gong le...ytd go find him...forehead really hot...heart pain but he seems ok initially den i ask him dun play com go rest...the moment he rest he say he goes weak feel worse... =x sian diao...den end up he like wan die wan die like tt til 10pm++ den suddenly he say he feel ok le...go touch his forehead, fever gone le...den we both happy happy...but dis morning i wake up go feel his forehead alamak fever come back again diao.!!! actually wan skip lecture take care of him...he ask mi go school let him slp...so i went sch le...11+ he sms mi say he feeling ok le...going to study with his frenz: rs,yl n kx...so i tot he will be okay...i end lesson at 5pm...sms him no reply...jus now den go msn find his sis ask ask...diao...he got high fever now!!! 39.5degree!!! zzz he still dun wan go see doc...dunno how to take care of himself de sia...make mi worry...heart pain but wanna whack him oso...haiz...tml go find him look after him...maybe drag him go see doc...hope he will listen to mi ba...haiz...sad sad =(

writtern @11:17 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

Monday

Went to watch movie with dh...The Convenant. We got this voucher. Buy 1 ticket another tic free. Its expiry date on wed so went on monday since i quite free on tt day. Go cathy cineplex watch. B4 that i went to find dh 1st since we catching the 1pm show. Baka him went his hse...open door for mi le den continue slp...ROAR..haha...end up i rotting at his hse...bo bian...later 12++ set off to dhoby, take bus there...halfway thrgh the journey, started to rain heavily...shyt man...cold cold...reach there still nid walk abit to reach cathay cineplex...lucky i got umbrella but seemed that not strong enuff to withstand the rain and to shelther 2 ppl...both of us got abit wet...haha...nvm go in buy tic...cheap leh the tic $6.50 nia...haha...so go in watch lor....watch le den i sit back to NUS for my econs presentation meeting...so sian...haha...down...boring rite? lol luckily discuss one hr plus plus settle den go home le lor...go home do work...slack ard...haha

writtern @11:08 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

Blogging time...haha...ytd help sis celebrate bdae...took some pics...so ugly dun wan put up...haha...but is great to be with my family...happy happy...eat together celebrate together...keke...so fast going finish one semester in NUS le...time like pass so fast sia..exams coming but not prepared =x DIE

Wed at DH hse...before slping...=x u all noe guys like to crack their fingers de...den he crack den i buay tong...den he start to say scientific research says it's good for our joints...den i say i last time will crack now dun...den he starting cracking my finger diao...crack fingers not enuff he still go crack my toes....zzzz i keep struggling den he still manage to crack one...the moment he crack one i keep laughing n laughing...i tink i laugh non-stop for 10minutes until i end up crying while laughing...zzzz i oso dunno why like tt....he say i crazy but i really cannot stop it...all his fault la...laugh til i stomach pain...baka him...

tt day i dun feel neglected...haha...maybe i busy studying for test nv tink so much...but tt day he sure perform better than last week....keke...i wun so sad...haha...kk i go do my stuff le...stop here...

writtern @4:09 PM