♥Moon's Lala Land

Thursday, July 20, 2006

whaha...is my blog long enuff?? haha...erm my blog i tink i will sometime den come update le ba...now my life is so plain as a porridge...nothing to blog much ba...haha...so i will so-called MIA liao...unless got things to blog n share den i will blog le...haha

xin xin: movie tml evening i tink can ba...haha confirm wif mi later ba

pp & dordor: you kong den chu lai shop shop play play ba

ermz these few days at night i wun online...my sis gonna use com for her project work all these..haha wan find mi den sms or cor mi ba...type so long le...mai type liao...end here ~~

writtern @6:06 PM

recently one major thing happen...see my msn nick oso can guess ba...nv tell alot of ppl...dis time really dun wan let alot of ppl noe...so i try to handle myself lor at tt time...last week thurs although not really argue, cos i tink i too sensitive tot he not happy wif wad i do...so i been feeling veri down tt time...cry abit lor...den fri he tell mi den i relax abit cos things are not as bad as wad i tink lor..so happy happy wait him come home...play maple together lor...things happen liao...haiz...dun wan to say long long story here...dun wan publicise haha...jus tt we quarrel BIG...haiz...he super angry n sad...i super sad...he dao mi lor...delete mi in buddy quit guild off whisper mode dun let mi tok to him...i jitao go find him n talk in normal mode...he act i not there continue wif his stuff den he sms mi ask mi say wad i wan in sms...since he dun wan tok there so i sms him lor

sms him ask him y quit bla bla bla...den try talk things out...but he zai qi tou shang...tok wad he oso cannot take in lor...he ask mi leave him alone so i leave him alone ba...tink we quarrel at 9+ 10+ so i leave him alone n continue my things..really we nv sms each other tt time...from the time we quarrel i been crying from tt time til 3am...can count as continously? stop awhile den tink den cry again...come to tink of it tt e worst cry i ever had lor...since i was young til now i tink i nv cry as badly as tt day ba...

cry becos y we 2 can quarrel til so bad lor..jus becos of 1 sentence n can broke into my attitude his atittude n ka boom.. war! lol dis time i admit...not his fault 1st...is mine seriously mine...although my frenz say is not all mine, i tink is mine fault onli...if i rephrase tt sentence maybe it wun happen..den cry becos i feel hurt becos of his msn msg: the faster to end a relationship, is to start a new one...n his sms tell mi he tired n sad...feel hurt feel scare but he ask mi dun disturb mi so i didnt...his frenz saw his msn nick den all come find mi ask wad happen...all scolded him for tt nick...say he took mi for granted...but it was my fault in e 1st place so i didn really blame him...tt time de mi onli afraid...really afraid...actually tt time de mi oso kinda of tired feel like giving up dis r/s de...becos we 2 got conflicts for 3 days continously

BUT i realise i cant give him up...the tot of giving dis r/s up hurts mi miserably...i realise i cant lose him...so i sms him at night 3am b4 i slp how i feel...i told him i wun be the one who give up the r/s de..whether we still together the choice is wif him..i told him i cant lose him...nxt morning i saw his sms..sadly to say we havent patch tt time...he didnt react to wad i say he react to the time i sms him so once again we 2 in tense situation lor...i wanted to find him tok face to face but he dun wan...at 1st i wanted to go down directly to his hse find him but his frenz dun encourage so..ask mi leave him alone dun sms dun call him...if by sun he no take action...they will help mi...so i follo their advice...however i cant do so, feel like smsing him so much...so i decide to sms him b4 i slp...good news is he sms mi 1st..n he told mi one thing he oso cannot lose mi...so i sms him asking him can we stop e war anot n talk abit peacefully...

sun i ask him come find mi...n he did...we return back to normal try to 4get tt unhappiness caused these few days...den he bao wo...at tt time when he hug i hear his heartbeat...i cry again =x not because i sad is becos i feel more secure..really once i tot i will lose him...he scare tio keep comfort mi but tears jus cant stop rolling down...haha...bo bian =x den i tell him can we talk abt tt quarrel we have anot so we talk things out lor...tt time he told mi he veri sad..from his tone i can sense it...sad de not onli mi ba...oso is i caused de...haiz...but anyway yu guo tian qing...we tian mi mi spend our day together lor...den at night walk him to mrt station his frenz call n disturb mi...zzz kns 1...haha

its been 4days since we now peace le...now we 2 cherish each other more..tt wad i tink...thrgh dis big storm i tink it brings us closer ba...at least we pass one big diffculty in our r/s...let us see clearly we cant lose each other...we 2 kinda of mature ba...haiz...now come to tink of it...always tot is he abit immature actually i tink in r/s de mi n him we are both immature... really ba...once u involve in r/s i tink is hard not to become immature ba...haha...tt time i told him muz rang wo abit not always i rang him...so i tink he trying to change ba...handling a relationship is not easy really a challenge...haha...but i will challenge it n overcome it ba...whaha

writtern @5:02 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Today is mi n my dar together for 11months liao...time like pass so fast wor...unknowingly 11months le...during these 11months got sweet moments got bitter moments got smiles got tears got arguments got conflicts...guess dis is all part of relationship ba...haha...i tink alot of my frenz hear more of my bitter moments ba... =x keke

Anyway i still feel veri happy with him...believe in my choice ba...although we will quarrel, not onli mi feeling unhappy he too...like he said b4: "do u tink i m happy to quarrel wif u? i m not"...its jus tat i tell my frenz..while he jus keep to himself n on fire himself... =x he can be veri ren xing haha i tink my laopo noe de... =x but bo bian have to give in to him...arbo sure argue again de...ppl say dun give in too much to him or he will bian ben jia li...but if one side dun give in...both sides stick to his/her views...izzit it worse?? so if i tink i can give in i will ba...haha =x

Den today his frenz keep jio him dota...he dun wan cos he wan train wif mi...den they keep ask him go...ask mi let him go...den one frenz attitude... tt time i really wan to shout to tt frenz...u all already spend so long time in school together le...y cannot even let mi spend jus a few hours wif him??? n somemore today is our 11months...y muz u keep jio him so dota...anyway i still didnt shout it out to him...cos a few weeks of understanding i guess tt frenz is in a bad mood so didnt rebut him...i told my dar tt i really wanna shout tt out to him...he noe today we 11months...haha...he noe i kinda affected by wad his fren say...got try cheer mi up...didnt really blame tt frenz..jus at tt moment abit dulan wif him..haha...nvm pass le...so nvm...haha

1 more months to one year...looking forward towards tt day...haha...see ba...still got 30 days...haha

writtern @11:59 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

jus now i cry again le... haiz...u all sure will say muz be becos of r/s again de...yea u all are right =x...i tink dis is the 1st cry since 1-2months ago le?? i rmb during these 2 months even got quarrels i oso nv cry...today finally cry liao =x

to summorise the whole story... gaming again...sian...aiya he blame mi for helping his frenz the whole afternoon nv pei him...den when he online back...i still go back help his frenz instead of finding him...i explain to him tt i told him the ytd night le..but somehow he cannot listen in la...veri de fierce...so argue lai argue qu...den cry lor...but later i ask him tok peacefully den slowly start to listen in ba...i dun wan copy whole story of our sms in...lazy n dun wan...onli one person noe onli...haha

boss ar...heng u call mi tt time is ask mi game de thing 1st...arbo i sure cry out liao...heng ar...dun wan throw face in front of u...lucky...thanks ar...i tell u de things u better keep to urself wor... dun hai mi malu...my song nice...u everyday listen izzit?? so gan dong...haha

anyway to all my frenz..i m ok le...cry out talk it out den everything over ok le...dun worry abt mi...i still strong strong de moon.. ^^

writtern @11:18 PM

haha..li jwee dun sad dun sad...sayang u oso...lol...gt miss u...dun sad le...haha...lazy blog blog liao wor...always blog wad happen wad happen long long once de...dun nid always come my blog see see le...haha...u jia you ni ur ns ba...haha...now i wan blog the story of the day liao

writtern @11:16 PM

Xin...haiz...sry ar!!! didnt noe such a thing happen to u...haiz!!! sry ar!! sad leh...nv sad ur blog on tt day...dunno such a thing happen...haiz...dui bu qi wor...bad frenz...lousy frenz...stupid frenz...dun sad le...although u say u ok le...sure still abit affected de...not easy to 4get de...haiz...sayang u now...muz jian qiang wor...so sorry nv pei u tt time...haiz..failure... T_T

writtern @11:02 PM

zzz...nv blog again...haha... =x so sorry ar... lazy blog blog...so bo blog...

fri 7/7 => wad i do?? oh ya...chionging maple... =x 24hrs chiong...nono onli 21 hrs nia...dun say i siao ar...onli long long once nia wor...aiya chiong somemore nxt time university start den wun go game siao le...so dun scold mi ar

sat 8/7 => slp til late lor cos chiong too much game...den slack around at home..watch tv lor...wasting my time at home

writtern @9:47 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

today oso wake up late...keke...wake up late den buy lunch eat n online lor...haha...den later plan wif shaviolet n celestial meet up lor...sha come sg find job den ask mi wanna meet up ma so meet up lor...we plan meet at dhoby ghaut at 4...i leave hse go mrt station lor...den wanna tap card go in...tt stupid machine tell mi my card expire...SIAN den i have to walk to bus interchange there de ticketing office to change my card to adult de lor...den the queue so long...waste my time..wait til pek cek...but have to wait arbo no card...finally my turn change to adult card lor...they take abt my student pass...sob so sad leh...nxt time cannot fake say i student liao...no student pass le...sad sad...haha

end up i reach dhoby i late liao lor...haha...heng they dun mind...meet them at PC bunk..den we go see see ppl playing maple, pangya all these...den comment their lvl bla bla bla...haha...den himeko came...den we go arcade play play...play my favourite game...all say i siao siao n pro...but i veri louya le...haha...play hao nothing to do we go long john sit sit talk talk lor...sure talk abt wad?? maple lor...haha...alamak oso nth to tok abt much le...our common topic sure is maple one ma...haha...tok to abt 7+ den go home le...haha

1st time meet abit guai guai ba...haha...somehow abit different feeling when meeting my co-ians leh...wif co-ians feel more comfortable tt time...hmm...y ar?? lol.. i oso dunno ba...keke...go home den play lor...go crimson rogging wif my dar...sad we waste 4-5 trips de money onli got one trip got rog sad...den i go work OT for my boss...haha...den later go lvling...sian diao...spend 2hrs++ jus to lvl 10pc?? wth??? haiz...den my boss bad still dun go slp..wait for mi lvl n go slp 1st...zzzz duno wad to say...haha...u ar! muz rest la...not feeling well still wait for mi lvl...later honey blame mi den u noe...lol

writtern @4:19 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Zzzz...today n sat do nothing lor...sat is so-called "honeymoon" wif dh...come my hse slack slack lor...watch tv play play com...n slping...dot =x

haiz at 1st tot will go watch movie either sat or sun wif dordor n pp...den last min ask mi can fri anot..but suay suay tt time i got something on...somemore is i ask whole group of ppl come le...cannot halfway say cancel oso lor...den have to ps them...but den they sat or sun oso cant make it oso end up nv watch together liao...sad but bo bian haiz

sun ar...i slp til late late lor...den online play awhile lor...play 2hrs slack awhile...den at night 2hrs again..zzz...dunno wad i doing the rest of the time oso...anyway the weekend is jus nothing...jus waste time nia...haha

writtern @4:13 PM