today went to bathe jus now...water splash onto my face...i dunno is it the water or tears running down my face le...i suppose both? i email him to have a talk later...results how i dunno?? cos is abt 10am now n he is releasing at 5? duno even he is willing to talk anot haiz.. xin dun worry abt mi cos ur jie can try to handle all by herself de...jus like u...dun wan ppl worry abt u...i wan it jus the same like u... but i might learn the bad thing from u... lol...MIA?? haha everything is still unsure yet...let see ba
writtern @10:18 AM
ROAR these few days not enuff slp..slp few hours nia... :S my own fault actually haha cos i wan game den slp late wake early...mi ownself huo gai :S ytd when to kevin hse prac for the concert...prac prac lol...den tok tok...wah pp n dor remember hor nv tok to him abt PAP n Opposition Party all these...he super extreme...can say alot of things why to support the opposition...i have the taste of it liao...lol... :S later lunch he bring us go punggol marine, a country club... WAH i nv noe there is one wor...stun sia...go n see see all those rich ppl de yatch put there de...den we go there eat lunch too...he treat...we go one seafood restaurant eat...he sabo ah bian help him ask whether they nid hire ppl den end up he kanan interview all these but ah bian not veri interested...kevin got huan xiang zhen...keep huan xiang...one example is he say if ah bian work here nxt time we come here order prawn den he serve lobster but charge prawn de price...den if ah bian open red wine for him keep some for him bla bla bla...2nd is he say if the daughter of the country club owner kan shang him den he owner of the club le den can lend him some yatch go out of sea... dotz rite? lol huan xiang zhenat 2.30 we leave hse...kevin joyce go sch 1st...i go home 1st bathe n change...jolene go work til 5+ard 3+ i reach sch wif dor den gather wif them n start prac...now got more ppl come so can coordinate properly...seems not bad...finally concert start at 6...our last item so slowly wait...haha...finally our turn play...dunno whether it sounds okie ma..got make one or two mistake..haha... :S we last min ask johannes join us...not bad him last min still can play well wor...clap clap haha...den later he veri ke qi sms us what thanks for giving him chance to play wif him...i tink alot of us reply back nth to thanks abt we r one family cos will ask him play wif us if he willing...haha so happy i able to ask him play wif us..miss the times when we prac together n crap ard...heeheelater mi dordor mabel joyce xiu rong n seamus went to pizzahut n eat...haha...eat n slack den ard 9+ going ten...all went home straight after eating...i planning go home chiong abit of game end up sian diao nv bring keys out..afternoon rush out hse nv bring keys...dotz man...den i sit outside hse wait...lazy to go sengkang get keys from mama...sis go watch movie at 11pm...papa at grandma hse watch da chang jin dun wan come home yet onli will after 11 oso...haiz so sit there wait...while waiting sms several ppl tell them abt my plight...1st one sms is my dear 2nd my boss...my boss veri fast reply mi...like after 10-15min den sms dor n xin they oso veri fast reply...onli him.. y everyone bother to look at their sms but not him?? haiz when he call mi tt time i tink already pass 20-25min since i sms him le...11.30 my mum home den open door for mi...haiz...waste one hr plus outside sian diao...end up veri late den slp...tt y veri tired now...i going nap awhile le gone~~
writtern @12:34 PM
haha...today nothing to do in maple...ROAR having game client patch for 6hours...nvm finally can rest abit lol...quite tiring like tt chiong for one month bo bian oso..since buy le so chiong but ending soon..i not going to chiong anymore ROAR so sian oso...but these few days dunno how come so close with my guild de jr. master sia...train wif him tok to him sms him...ROAR...haha...if dh noe will jealous one.. :S so cannot tell him too much...keke...k la not bad le...now maple i got ppl to tok to le..wun so bored when dh not there..i can find my guild members tok...h3avngod n pineapplexd...haiz...make mi tink of CO last time all of us all crapping there...lol....haha..
xin xin we wait for 2nd reborn come out den we see we going back anot lor...sob sob..if 2nd rb come out den i sad le...mi=useless liao...sad...haha...
aaa later going to hospital see grandma le...den go dh hse find him 1st den go watch movie wif dordor n pp...over the hedge...lol...so long nv see them le...now got chance...whaha...aaa i better sms pp confirm 1st..later i 4get to ask her...den i die ar...lol...
Xin gd luck for ur netball competition...aaa count as competition anot...hmm...nvm la...jus enjoy urself n have fun..training gui training dun tire urself too much wor... CARS i wan watch lol...haha...u wan???
OMG i m gonna be late soon...nid go bathe all these le...haha..end off here 1st le..buai buai
writtern @9:31 AM
wo de xin xin laopo...haha...i tag in mine n urs tagboard den see ur blog...seems like the movie i wan see cannot jio u go...nvm...i jio u see other movie instead ba...but hor...i have to c got what movie 1st...lol...the programme u planning i waiting to hear abt it..if can jus tell mi once u confirm k? haha...i wun off msn de...kekewhere got nv miss u...got leh...haha...see one day we go eat eat...shaw near suntec tt one...den if can we go movie...how how?? lol...like cheese hor?? lol...u wan solo date or group date?? haha...solo date mi n u...group date ask more ppl...u choose??? keke...lolwee i m in top 20 in aquarius server...LOL... :S sure awhile bei gan diao soon...jia you kk? faster squeeze inside top 20 oso...haha...n the chinese game u tell mi u try le ma?? nice?? i dl veri slow so nv dl le...if nice den i play oso k? hahai m tired i wan go nap le...one gd news i m lvl 70 in maple...lol..ownself happy nia..lol later at nite i go job advancement...if if i finish u back hor...few rds pangya how? msn nudge mi...aaa like no use..miss call mi hor..i scare i crapping in maple nv come msn see...k?? rmb hor...pangya pangya lol see our skills got deprove even worse anot...LOL
writtern @2:55 PM
ms dordor..haha abit like disappear diao liao... :S nvm nvm i reappear back again lor...lol...aiya when u fang gong coming back to hougang hor...can jio mi go eat dinner de...haha...but cannot on mon n thurs la...other days can...but muz say earlier wor...scully later cannot make it den die...lol...find one time we go out lor...lol...i wan return u some novels n i wan take prince of tennis from u...k?
writtern @2:51 PM
pp ask mi blog her...so i blog her lor...haha...blog pp...lol :Sheehee so long nv blog...pp my zhong shi du zhe sian 1/2 liao...manage to find ppl for tt job anot?? n hor...u got receive letter from ntu n nus ma?? keep wan ask u den keep 4get :Slol...pp dun miss sj too much la...miss mi more...lol...hahatoday sian diao...guitar sound test tml cancel again...sian 1/2...lol end up have to prac last time on the day of the concert itself le sia...mad one..later malu...pp u good lor...no need worry...sad case...now i regretted...haha...cos all cannot take time off one sia..maybe all working tt y not like mi slacking at home...lol :Stoday my dear dear come my house we watch vcd lol...scary movie 4 n poisdeon...scary movie 4 not nice de...cannot catch what they saying mostly but lame la....by right oso suppose to be lame...lol..poisdon we watch at night...haha...nice...ship so many ppl end up 6 escaped nia...lol...den we find the father die til veri yuan wang cos he swim go off the engine end up the engine nv off tio still continue running another guy have to throw one stuff inside n stop in e end...lol...sacrifice til veri yuan wang sia...haiz...lol...tt show not bad la...haha...can watch...keke...finally see tio my dear dear le...2 weeks nv see him...haha...zhong yu...lol..end of blog...bleahx
writtern @9:39 PM
Moon is back...tell u all le...Moon veri jian qiang de...One day okie liao le...haha...Wo mei shi le...dun nid worry le...^^
Today Mother's Day wor...Wish all the mothers in e world Happy Mothers' Day n oso to my own mama too...bought cake for her...now waiting for her to come back n eat together...dunno wat to buy for her so buy cake...jus now went to bakery shop n buy together wif my sis de...hope she like it...haha
Sob sob..my "daddy" lost his wallet the one i bought for him during his birthday...sad...lol...blur sia him left in taxi...now lost his ns IC liao lor...see how he book in... :S sotong him...haha...tinking abt it so long nv talk to him liao...but i tink he shld be busy toking to my mummy ba...wun care abt nu er le...sob sob...haha...lol
writtern @12:17 PM
Today de Moon after 11am after finish my maple training again feeling very lonely...b4 tt reply someone sms saying 'sweet talk again..tired of it le..anyway gd morning..nth to say much to say to u le..bb' at 11+ he reply back: 'fine..wun sweet talk u again..bb'...Veri lonely de Moon finally burst out crying...the tears she was trying to hold back finally came out...She dun deny until now she is still crying...jus tt in her mum presence she hold back her tears...when she close her door...she break down...She jus woke up...guess she is tired after all the crying tt she fell aslp...why is she so stubborn...why cant she slp longer...why even when she slp she even tink of him...why cant she put him out of her thoughts?? why???
One day=24hrs...she use le 4hrs to numb herself everyday by concentrating in her maple training sometimes even longer...but wat abt the 20hrs left?? The best way is to slp slp n slp...everyday she nap in e afternoon hoping not to tink of him...but end up will wake n clearly tink of him?? why muz she fall deeply?? why muz she check her phone for his sms everytime whenever can?? why???
She dun deny the fact tt when she is blogging now she is crying...in her heart...She miss him alot...what she need from him is jus security...but why she feel more n more insecure...y everytime she nid to question herself zai ta de xin li...ni shi she me di wei?? why the answer she get from herself is tt she is not as impt as his com n frenz?? why??? only until when he no com to play den he tink of mi?? i noe is not e truth. but she feel so..Moon is jus a human a nu ren...she jus need him to show more care n concern to her...not jus sweet talk onli...too much sweet talk will be veri unrealistic...tt what i dun wan to see
Moon is a weak girl...a normal ger...why muz she face dis?? she really tired really tired...
Why doesnt he understand what i wan to tell him...wo zhi shi hen xiang hen xiang ta...wo xiang jian dao ta...wo de xin hen tong zhen de hen tong
To all my frenz: i m alright really alright..i noe u all will worry for mi after reading dis...dun nid worry...i can handle myself...comfort de words dun nid say too much...writing dis in my blog is jus to fa xie abit...Anyway Moon is Xin de jie jie...mei mei so jian qiang...jie jie oso will be jian qiang de... ^^
writtern @4:09 PM
aarrgghh...today wake up neck pain ar...i tink nv slp proper position ytd...stretch abit the muscles already pain pain le...sob sob...den somemore 4+am kanna wake by dordor sms... :S dordor i slp til so sweet le why u suddenly sms at 4?? :S haha...den i oso saw joyce sms..guitar prac cancelled cos alot of ppl cannot make it :S haiz...my batch de guitarists always like tt de...see le oso sian...nv really expect tt prac will be cancelled but tot will quite a few cannot make it...haiz..dunno when got chance prac together lor...less than 3 weeks le...still dun practice together...concert tt time sure malu one lor... :S
den tell my dear abt it lor...10+ he call mi ask mi whether shld be come find mi or go home...i say dunno...den he tell mi his dad got call him tell him he can buy his laptop le cos his dad got money for him liao..den he ask mi shld go buy or come find mi...i hear his voice hor more to looking forward n excited abt his laptop than finding mi...so i tell him go buy his laptop ba...he fast fast hang up my phone say he go home now...i rather he dun ask mi jus go home can le...haiz...nvm la...who cares...expected de ma...his whole mind wif his laptop nia...
haha...so stupid sia now...got an idiot lion dance team downstairs my block...so noisy ass sia...make mi headache...haha...sian la...duno wat to do now..go maple oso nth to do...today holiday sure alot of ppl playing...training spot sure cannot find le...boring...but wee i lvl 61 liao...7 more lvl to catch up wif dh lvl le...but cannot overtake him...ass one..da nan ren zhu yu..who say gf lvl cannot over bf lvl?? him lor.. sian 1/2
writtern @2:17 PM
today i blur blur..ard 1+ receive sms from li jwee...say he late meet mi later...den i stun tinking not nxt wed meet meh?? haha...yuan lai his wed is dis week but i tot nxt week...sotong sia mi..lol :s so end up we change to meet for dinner...meet at 5 lor...hahatake 107 to near suntec there...so long sia the ride...lol...heng got ppl to tok to den wun so sian...keke...the bus got go past the concourse..hmm...seems so long nv go there sia although onli ard 2 weeks nia...kinda miss there...i miss susan, my colleague there...she so nice...buy biscuits for mi eat...haha :) still got keep in contact wif her thrgh email...can noe how she is getting along...haha gd...seems she kanna stuck in middle...lol...oso dunno how to help herafter concourse, 3rd stop can alight le...haha...lol...den go eat there...nice sia their food...dun taste n look like vegetarian food lor...nxt time i tink i gonna bring frenz go le..hahaxin, funky, biib n my co family wan go ma??dordor, pp wan go ma??nv ask my dear here cos he sure wun read de...haha...lolden finish eating we go suntec walk walk...den go arcade i play awhile..my fav game...li jwee stun...lol...no nid stun all get used to mi play tt game can pass like siao de...lol...play so many years le...used to it le...haha...lol...den we sit at one corner see his works...lol...nice...so many hardwork jus behind one work sia...nv noe how to appreciate it de...cos nv go thrhg the process of doing ma...onli ppl do i play n watch nialater 9++ take mrt...uncle li jwee so gentleman...send mi home...haha..thanks ar...thanks for the songs u send too...haha...rmb tt i owe u money hor...lol...tt it for today le..tired le...
writtern @11:14 PM
To all my frenz: I love you allTo pp n dordor: one knew since primary school another knew since jc...3 of us become gd close frenz...it is all fate...haha...able to know u all is gd...really glad to noe u all...heehee...wo ai ni men...i still remember last time mi n pp oso quarrel...haha cold war for sooo long...i noe u oso bu hao shou tt time...mi oso...but both la bu xia nian...pp tui bu qi wor...i noe last time u got wei le dis matter oso cry...i oso xin tong...but we still make up le rite?? thrgh dis we become closer n better...haha...really cant say can be frenz forever but we try be frenz as long as possible wor...really ai ni men...dordor i noe tt matter make u veri nan zuo ren...stuck in the middle...but cos of u...we manage to get together rite?? u always so gd...stand by us comfort us...thanks alot...haha...aiya...u better go find a boyfriend look after u la...haha...dun always look after people le...kekekeTo xin: what i wan say already say alot le...now dunno wat to say liao wor...cant tink of it...but one thing i wan say again is wo ai ni ^^ mei ar...sick again liao rite?? see la nv take gd care of urself...i noe u got alot of problems but muz take care kk?? so when got chance pangya again?? we come thrash qing ren again...LOLTo bibi: bibi my frenz haha...wo ye ai ni...u r such a gd listener is it?? thanks for what u have say to mi n xin...really can see n understand alot le...gd frenz still not yet there but we can slowly work towards it de rite?? haha...got time add mi in msn ba...better still kk?? *wink*To funky: qing ren ar...u oso gd listener n counsellor leh...haha...got problems sure find u tok de...den u will tell us wat u tink..den i will always ponder over it...cos sometimes really pang guan zhe qing de...haha...^^ dun keep saying u fang fei ji la...u oso seldom fang de....mi fang more ba?? :S got ma?? i oso dunno...haha...aaa.. better not say ai ni...later dh see liao he go kos u how?? lol...really glad to noe u..so when got chance pangya again??To Li Jwee: really touched when u spend whole night read my whole blog...u r a veri gd frenz...u treat everyone so gd...i rmb u say u treat ppl so gd but sometime they treat it for granted...i hope i not like dis ba?? :S i really scare i not a gd frenz sia... :S but i can say u r a gd frenz...u muz rest sometime la...dun always so busy wor..relax abit..n sorry for nv reply back ur sms tt time kinda no mood reply back...sorry worFRENZ REALLY GLAD TO NOE ALL OF U...TO ME ALL OF U ARE REALLY GOOD FRENZ...SORRY IF I M NOT A GOOD ONE K?? I WILL TRY TO BE A BETTER ONE
writtern @3:21 PM
To Xin: i m backie...lol...aaa...y i go ur blog mine blog n bibi blog all type "i backie"?? :S haha i nv mia wor..not like u :P heehee as i say to liquid87...i watching show...haha...addicted to tt show...if like asking ppl got vcd bo lend mi...cos watch in youtube.com screen so small n some part nv show up...sian 1/2...lol...den i mad oso busy chionging my maple :S gimme one month chiong higher lvl...den i more free...actually i free in e afternoon...i try online afternoon n night soon...but i scare i in maple nv reply u all...keke...night i slp early oso :S change all my habits liao...funny hor??? haha...
Aaaa...i got something to tell u...i m broke!!! no money go out spend le...sob sob...haha...4give n 4get!! wee wee i like...haha...so wat happen these few days ar?? how come i 4get all le?? got anything happen ma?? :P
Moon ar...be more serious...er hrump...xin shld there be any misunderstanding tink all past le...rite?? who ask u write til so fierce...ran ren wu hui leh... :S so muz write back to oppose wat u say ma... arbo later u tot i really tink tt way how?? more jia lat...i noe u facing alot of trouble from family...rmb wor...can fa xie in ur blog...but dun fa xie on ppl wor :P some ppl can take it...some cannot wor...mi one example...really will take ur words seriously de k?? wo ai ni ar mei mei cum laopo...cherish our friendship...as u say we really cant guarantee our friendship can last 4ever cos u dun believe in the word '4ever '...i agree...so can i say let be frenz as long as we can??? jie mei wan sui...bibi u oso wor...frenz wan sui *wink* ^_^
writtern @10:30 PM
To Li Jwee: haha...i m okie...jus tt seldom online msn nowadays...busy watching shows n mapling n reading novel...no worries k? Mi backie liao...aaa...blogging still will be seldom la...cos really nth to blog about...whole day stay at home rest...bo money go out oso...keke...stay at home save money best...keke
what show i watching ar?? xian jian qi xia zhuan...nice show ba..got show on tv but i miss alot of episode so watching on youtube.com now...haha...dun worry nothing wrong k??
writtern @10:24 PM
BLOG WILL BE DOWN TIL I HAVE SOMETHING TO BLOG ABOUT COS NTH MUCH WILL GO ON FOR THE MONTH OF MAY
writtern @10:34 AM
i m tired...sick of explaining...why do ppl have to misinterpret what i wan to say?? from gaming til now...nan dao abit of understanding oso dun have ma?? from gaming frenz to frenz, r we really so???? how come now i see de is not all these?? what i see is jus a person blaming another n tt person blaming back the person nia??? why?? what happen?? i dunno...i m tired....really tired...ni wu yi jian shang le wo...wo ye wu yi jian shang le ni...gan qing po lie le...hai shi bu shi peng you?? wo bu zhi dao...cai? wo bu xiang cai?? jiu rang yi qie shun qi zi ran ba...i rmb u telling mi b4 wat icy say: frenz are meant to be betrayednow i tell u: frenz are meant to be cherishedi do cherish u as a frenz...but maybe i not a gd frenz...u dun feel it...i tink i m a failuredunno since when we have changed?? how come?? i dunowill u read this??? i dun tink so...tink u cant be bothered le...
writtern @1:00 AM
whahahahah...today go watch movie...meet dh pp sj dordor at 10 at pa...actually is meet wif dordor 1st...end up she late ask mi go 1st...when i leave hse oso quite late le...late 10min...haha...die :S...nvm la...we go buy tickets le den go macdonald eat breakfast...den go arcade play play n wait for 11.55am to come...time up we go watch movie...we go watch "Aquamarine"i tink tt show not bad la...haha...the mermaid quite chio...i like her hair..blond den highlight abit of blue...nice...like her hair..too bad i canot have blond hair..sure super funny lol...watch finish den shop shop abit...den mi dh n dor let pp n sj er ren shi jie...dordor mi dh went back to hougang...haha...dh come my hse...play com watch tv n slp again..LOLtoday spend $21 on maple prepaid card...mi n dh plan hao le...go buy 2x exp chiong my cleric to high lvl but over his char de lvl...sob sob unfair sia...den can train together nxt time...haha...exp hor..$21 but he say u tink ar...one month $15...one day 30cents den wun exp le...haha quite true la...but one shot spend $21 now i broke le...left $4 to spend for the week...die die fainted sia...nvm see how lor...now nv work so i dun tink nid to spend too much le...haha...broke broke brokesuan le...anyway today at least got programme wun so sian...lol...haha...suddenly i xiang kai le sia...arbo keep bothering abt he always chiong game why not cherish every moments we have...we cant noe how long we can last...instead of tinking about the unhappiness why not spend our time together happy n onli rmb the happiness...anyway i shld be clear how much i meant to him n how much he meant to mi...ai ta jiu yao jie shou ta de yi qie, gen yao zhen xi wo men zai yi qi de mei ge shi kewo ai ta!! lol bleahx
writtern @9:24 PM